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About me ? Ah! I never get this right away. Filling up the 'About Me' section has been a difficulty of all times. I start with something and end up with what you are reading now. After having used the backspace key ten to fifteen times, i spare you all and stop here.(I guess you've now known a little ABOUT ME.)

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Mistress


It’s just another special day for her. A pale, wrinkled and lean body rests on the wheel chair and worries. What would have been so painful to the sky that it weeps for days ? She pities on the dark gray clouds above. What if the little bulbul’s nest amongst the weeds withers away with the downpour? All she knows is to worry and to wait for her sajna to return except for the times her conscience sticks to her..a few times when she remembers of losing whole of a family.

Bas inna sa mera fasana hai...tennu geet hijar da sunana hai..
Palko pe jo tune moti dekhe..dhage me pirona hai..
 
Younger was time when he used to listen to her geet and sat besides when eyes were salty. They used to speak words of faith. Now, the gray eyes hazily stare at the broken walls of her place where the first brick was laid with care. Her days go special for once she had loved. This sajni has thought of living special days and hopes of a future with every song of hers and so she worries. She dips her early biscuits in anticipation although her soul is on the verge of leaving an ugly cage.

Menu mere rab da vasta hai..dur..bahut durr chale jana hai.
Ud jan de mennu..panchi ban kho jan de is khule aasmaan me.

Thursday, June 23, 2011


 You're my world..The shelter from the rain
You're the pills..That take away my pain
You’re the light..That helps me find my way
You’re the words..When I have nothing to say

And in this world..where nothing else is true
Here I am..Still tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you
Still tangled up in you..
 
P.S. : The most exquisite line in the song is...
"You're the only thing that i like about me.."


Sunday, May 15, 2011

Reverie

He had never smiled so fake..
As if a life’s at stake..
I dream of a smile..When all good moments seem borrowed for an instance..
He lives with a desire
One that’s gonna cling onto him till pyres
I dream of a desire that pushes him to stand alone.
He regretted a decision so lame..
He painted his dreams in her name
I dream of a painting with no dimension of time and tense..
Tired of feeling so small..
Of rhyming out of minds and trying to crawl..
I dream of a rhythm curled in ties of his ecstasy..
Can prayers be heard?
Can a world change?
I dream of a prayer that answers all questions..
The egoist and the Alter-ego
Let not the pride go undefined.
I dream of a pride that melts before exaltation.
Doleful being… silent cry..
One kiss and reverse the time could simply fly.
I dream of a kiss which brings his love back to him.
I dream of a dream where all my dreams come true…
He gets his gal and life turns blind.
Peace seeks a friend.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Last thought in consciousness and then sway in swoon..

There are things that timE cannot erase..and there are some which we dont let gO..
I didnt let, be erased, the memories of those beautiful childhood afternoons when, after school, i used to sit with the watchman near the garden of my apartment and tell him stUff i did at school.. and time wasnt able to erase the memOries of a post-beautiful-afternoon momEnt when i enter the empty drawing room of my home with burden on my shoulders framing a picture that would probably speak of mundane isolation..
SomehOw, today i love talking to a stranger n listen to his story, just like the watchman who used to listen to me.
Somehow, today i loVe entering an empty room and feEl satiated with the silence around...just like tOnight..with peaCe and endless dePths of blackness to sink intO..the daylight today is toO shallow !



Friday, May 6, 2011

Woh Sadak !


 Der Raat jab mai Ghar laut rahi thi..
Khaali Sadak ko logon ki kami thi

Ek geet jo mai gunguna rahi thi
Usme bhi thakawat ki nami thi..

Bawra Mann Dilli ghum raha tha
Jaise din abhi Dhalla hi na ho..
Aur un Beete Lamho ko Maap Tol raha tha
Jinme ek Ansuna Kissa chupa Pada ho
Kuch Durr jo Chali ayi mai...Hai koi nahi
Na koi Sadak ke Ujalo mai..na koi Andhero me..
Aur Teen Char kadam pe to jaise
Man bhi chup sa gaya ho

Itne me Tera bas ek Khyaal jo aa gaya..Laga jaise..
Peeche se ek Ajnabee ne Dost keh kar Pukara ho ....