SHOo(E) - IN

It is cold.

and things knock as i still behold.

Aw ! The world is never cared for. 

And heart travels on parallel tracks.

People are left far behind..

they -the satisfaction of a kind.

Today i cannot bet that i do not regret.

Running barefoot on the desert's sand, all day long..

i ask where exactly do i belong ?

Perhaps i at places lack,

people at front and people at back.

Yet no one besides..

away from my hive everyone slides.

Baithe Baithe

"Zindagi ki talaash me,

Kahan se kahan aa gaye.

Jab dekha to ghabra se gaye,

ki maut ke itne kareeb aa gaye."

"Aankhein khuli thi meri marne ke baad bhi..

Aankhon ko aadat jo thi Intezaar ki."

"Samajh"

Puchti hoon mai samajh se ki kyu ayi woh meri nadaani ke beech.

Kyu sikha gayi mujhe woh saare matlab ?

Meri rooh ko jaga gayi woh ?

Abhi to bacchpana chuta bhi na tha.

Kagaz ki kashti dekh kar bhi labon par haasi aa jaati..

Ab to sochu jo ke ek pal thehar jau..

To zindagi chaar kadam age badh leti hai.

Aankhein maa ki ek nazar ko taras jaati hai.

Samundar ke anchal me jhulte jhulte..

Uski gehrayi ka andaaz ho gaya.

Jeene ke mayine badle,

Samajh se saamna ho gaya.

Pulse remains'

Definition of peace i googled :

"Peace is a state of balance and understanding in yourself and between others" ..

Redefined :

Peace.
White on paper.
Tree from train.
Ocean from bay.
Sky from earth.
and you from my memories.

'?
The ambiguity of expressions. The black seconds of life.. Like the colors of a faded rainbow.. The heart beats missed..
""One moment of lost myself.. And the footprints of remains left in me... Till now..still now.. I do believe that.. that.. What i believe wasn't true.. Unilluminated.""

The peace prevails and pulse remains...

Private Emotion.

Every endless night has a dawning day
Every darkest sky has a shining ray
It takes a lot to laugh as your tears go by
But you can find me here till your tears
run dry..

It's a private emotion that fills you
tonight..

(lyrics: "Private Emotion"-Ricky Martin)

"A Girl Elite"

A Private Emotion resides within.
My beautiful sin.

All my senses were only for you,
longing to hear, see n feel you.
I never told you wat i believed,
but my words were desperate to reach you.
From the very beginning..
Alwayzz..

My unsatisfied state,
will remain deserted i know.
grant me the courage alone,
coz my heart isn't yet prone..
A Happy girl has died..
thanks to the blows of life..

The Private Emotion still resides within.